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Stealing Home

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There I was, facing a penalty shot for the first time in my life.  For a second I thought, “I have no business being here.”  I had replaced the goalie earlier in the game when he got hurt going for a ball during a corner kick.  This was the first time I had been called to play goalie.

I looked around at my teammates and I could see the disappointment in some of them knowing that the other team was about to score.  The starting goalie sitting on the sidelines refused to watch, got up and limped as far away from the pitch as possible.   The coach crossed himself and looked to the heavens.  He was praying for a miracle.  The chances of any goalie stopping a penalty kick are minuscule, no matter what level.

My mind wondered for a second to last April when I begged Dad to buy me goalie gloves.

“But Jim, you don’t play goalie,” he said.

“Dad, I want to try out and I have to look the part,” I answered.

He resisted for a few minutes but gave up.  He made the same face when I told him I did not want a catcher’s mitt earlier that day.  He wanted me to follow his footsteps and play baseball.  He had been a college star and even played in the minors for two years until he realized that he would never make it to The Bigs.

Instead, I wanted to be like my grandpa.  He had played with the Greek national team back in the early 60s and had been a star for Panathinaikos.  Dad felt that playing “soccer” was admitting that we were immigrants and not full-blooded Americans.  He had not given up on me.  He kept taking me to Camden Yards to watch the Os play.  I enjoyed going to games, but not for the baseball.  I found the sport too slow and boring.  I loved it for the time we spent together.  I loved hearing Dad’s stories about playing in the minors; the crazy characters that played with him, some who had made it to the majors.  A few times some still visited us while they were in town.

I looked at the striker getting ready to kick the ball.  He was looking to my right very intently.  I wondered if he was trying to fool me.  “Should I dive right towards the spot he is looking at, or should I dive to the left because he is trying to fool me?” I thought.

I slapped my hands together, clapping to distract the striker.  I tried to stare him down.  He was a much bigger kid.  He was the goal leader in the league.  Surely, he knew that this was my first time on goal.  He looked at me briefly.  He seemed confident, but I saw him flinch.  He may have been nervous.  I understood what he might be thinking.  “What if I miss?  Everyone thinks I am good but what will they think if I miss a gimme and let this little goalie get the ball.”

He stood just outside the 18 and kicked the ground softly with the toes of his favorite right foot, waiting for the signal from the referee.  The referee seemed oblivious to the many eyes looking at him waiting expectantly for him to blow the whistle.

The opposing players stood behind the ball, getting ready in the off-chance that I was able to stop the ball or the ball would hit the post and there would be a rebound.  I was looking at ten rabid opponents all waiting to come at me as soon as that ball was struck.

The referee seemed to be ready to blow the whistle so the kick could be taken when Gary said something to the referee.  Gary was the teammate who had caused the penalty call when he fouled an opponent near the goal mouth.  The referee stopped and turned around and spoke to him.  I could not hear anything but the sound of my heart beating.  Gary was still disputing the call and had come up with some “brilliant” point that had not been made in the past five minutes when most of my team and my coach had surrounded the referee.  I had not gotten caught up in the discussion.  No referee would ever change his mind.  I had positioned myself square between the posts my heels just on the line, where I would have to stand anyway; but not because I had to, but because I was frozen with fear.  I had played a few dozen games with this team and this was only the third penalty kick we had faced.  “Why now?” I thought.

The referee reached to his back pocket and pulled out the yellow card and showed it to Gary.  This was his second yellow in less than five minutes.  He then showed him the red card signifying that he was kicked off the pitch. Gary was furious.  The coach ran to Gary’s side and pulled him off towards the side lines.  If for some miracle they did not score here, I would be toast anyway.  Gary was the best defender in the team and now we had only ten men. As he was walking away with his arm around Gary, he looked back and winked at me.

“Thanks, Coach!” I muttered under my breath.

Attention turned again to the pending strike and pending goal.  The referee got back to his spot.  The striker had been pacing and now he had to get back to his spot as well.  He walked forward, bent down and with his hand moved the ball just a bit.  He took several steps back and then three steps to the left.  It reminded me of a football kicker just before a field goal try.

I clapped again trying to get him to look at me.  He looked up and looked at the spot just to the right again.  He seemed to catch himself and looked to the left.  “Why did he glance to the left?”  I thought.  “He is going to the right.  I know he is going to that spot,” I made myself smile.  I clapped again and he looked up.  He looked at me straight in the eye.  I stood straight and glared at him.

My heart must have stopped.  I did not hear any more heart beats.  Instead, I heard the roar of the crowd, although there could not have been more than thirty people watching the match.  I was no longer in Columbia,Maryland.  I was in Athens at the Olympic stadium.  White and blue flags waived in the Aegean breeze.  The striker was wearing the yellow, blue and green of Brazil.  I was in white and blue, just like my grandpa had worn before me.  The crowd chanted “De-me-tri-ous,” not Jim as everyone called me.

“I am the son of Zeus.  My ancestors are sitting onmountOlympus, looking down and giving me their power.  I am the son of Greece.  We are the center of sport.  You have no power over me.  I amDemetriousKalogeropoulos,” I thought as I looked at him trying to burn a hole between his eyes with my glare.

The Brazil striker began to run forward.  I continued to look at his eyes.  He kept staring to the right.  “He is going right” I thought, “He must be going right!”  He kept advancing on the ball.  I saw him plant his left foot and his right leg swing forward.  The foot connected with the ball.  For an instant I realized that the ball had an Olympics design on it.  “That is a good sign!” I may have thought.

As the ball was struck, I dove to the right, to the spot where the striker had been looking.  I was airborne with my arms stretched out as far as I could.  I felt like Hermes with winged sandals as I flew through the air.  To my surprise the ball was kicked to the right.  A penalty kick is a guess at best.  I had kicked a few penalty kicks myself and I had always tried to play games with the goalie.  My best guess was to the right, but it could have just as easily gone left.

The ball sailed towards the spot my hands were trying to reach.  I felt that I was still rising when the tips of my gloved fingers pushed the ball up and away from the goal mouth.  I was elated.  I had done what a small few ever do.  I faced a more experienced opponent and on my first try I beat the odds.  I saw the Olympic rings change trajectory as gravity finally affected me and pulled me down.   I fell hard to the ground with a big grin on my face.  My job was not over.  I looked around for the ball

Several of the opposing players were bearing down on me.  The ball had gone almost straight up and it was starting to come down.  I pictured Ramon Hernandez, the Os’ catcher, going for a pop-up that would end the inning with a runner bearing down on him from third.  I wondered if Dad was thinking the same thing.  I was about to get the last out, the way Dad used to do it when he played catcher for the Bowie Baysox.

Some of the opponents and my teammates were now alongside me all trying to go for a header that would either get the ball into the goal or out of danger.  There was pushing and shoving.  My eyes were fixed on the ball.  While I was shorter than most of the players, I had the advantage that I could reach up with my hand to get the ball.  Everyone else had to wait to reach it with their heads.  Five of us jumped up at the same time.

I closed my fists and put them together, like I had seen Kasey Keller do with the National team and with Fulham.  I shoved a couple of the other jumping bodies out of the way and punched through the ball.  The ball sailed away safely to a waiting teammate who ran with it towards the opposing goal.  I landed in a heap with three or four other bodies around me.  We all got up in a hurry.  I stayed near my goal as everyone re-joined the flow of the match.  A few of my teammates patted me on the back as they ran back towards the action.  The coach smiled at me and turned to look at our counter attack.  I was in shock.  I could not believe that I had been lucky enough to stop the original kick and quick enough to deal with the rebound.

I looked over at Dad on the side.  He was smiling proudly.  He started to make different signals at me, while laughing.  We had worked out signals when we used to play baseball in the backyard.  He was telling me to steal home.  I realized that the infield end of the field was at my goal.  Home was at the penalty spot.  I looked at the action now at the other end.  I looked back at Dad and ran to the penalty spot completing the run with a hook slide to avoid an imaginary throw to home.  No one was looking at me except for Dad.  He jumped up and signaled “safe.”

That was the day I stopped a penalty kick, but Dad remembers it as the day I stole home.

Beastie Revolution

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Nearly thirty years ago I was a teenage punk in New York City. On weekends, my sister, my friend Joshua and I would frequent the Village to hang out at what was the epicenter of US punk at the time. Most often we would go to Saturday and Sunday matinee concerts at CBGB’s, which was hollowed ground having been the place that launched the careers of the Ramones, Blondie, Talking Heads, Television, and others. It was also next door to the Chelsea hotel, where Sid Vicious was found next to a bloody Nancy Spungen.

We saw some of the best punk of the time including the Ramones, the Dead Kennedys, MDC, Bad Brains, Circle Jerks, Murphy’s Law, Channel 3, GBH, the Exploited, Cause for Alarm, and Agnostic Front, to name a few. We also saw a slew of terrible bands that I have luckily erased from memory. One of those awful bands was a group of kids just a year older than me named The Beastie Boys. The Beasties consisted of three boys and a girl that even by punk standards of the time, couldn’t play a lick. Also, they stood out from the rest of the crowd dressing in the style of rappers of the time. The crowd hated them, not only were they downright terrible, but they also tried to do rap. Imagine, white kids rapping!

A few weeks after we saw them at CBGB’s, we saw them again at a free concert in Thompson Square Park. The park was a well known heroine addict hangout, but that day it had been transformed into a punk hangout with lots of leather, mohawks, piercings, tattoos, braces, and boots. The hosts of the concert, a local Hare Krishna group, passed vegetarian food mixed with their religious pitch, while local bands played. I remember when the Beastie Boys were announced, there was a lot of grumbling in the mosh pit (we called it something else then). They soon broke into a live rendition of Cooky Puss. There wasn’t much slam dancing happening, instead we just laughed.

Carvel Cookie Puss commercials were very familiar to all of us New Yorkers, and this “song” was a great NYC joke. We started thinking that maybe they were not as terrible as we thought. By the time the Beasties started their reggae anthem, of the time, “Beastie Revolution” many of us joined them in pogoing and asked “why not a Beastie revolution?”

Weeks later my sister and I shared a subway ride with the three remaining Beastie Boys, Kate their drummer had left the band by then. All that I truly remember from that ride was that they were pretty silly. They did talk to us, I’m not sure what we talked about. That was the last time I saw them in person. Both of my sisters ran into them a few years later. By that time they were a big deal, and my sisters were just giggling fans, or at least one of them was.

I’ve been reading a lot in the past few days about MCA aka Adam Yauch and people’s reaction to his passing on Friday. Most of my Facebook and Google+ stream on Friday were filled with Beastie Boy videos and remembrances from my family and friends.

Adam was only one year older than me, a New Yorker and a Buddhist. In many ways I see myself reflected in his experiences, but we are/were of totally different worlds. I will miss the positive force that he became.

Like everyone else of my age, I’ve followed the Beasties’ career, and bought all their music. I’d like to say I was an early fan and that I knew them when. The reality is that I thought they were pretty awful then, and I did have a small interaction with them, but I didn’t really know them. I still have my Cookie Puss 12″ record, and I will continue to ask “why not a Beastie revolution?”